Too much

-My screen reading software keeps closing when I switch to another window. It has never done this before.

-Gregory is not sitting on the toilet seat when he poops. He is sitting on the toilet rim. He gets wet, yuck! Every time I have to tell him again where he should sit.

-I have been having anxiety attacks.

-Gregory has been throwing lots of tantrums and has not been listening. I am being consistent, but I wish he would get over it. He knows the consequences and knows I will follow through, but it doesn’t seem to matter. He will stand in the corner and cry and scream. I will leave him there till he calms down, but it grates on my nerves. I don’t know what else to do, but he needs to listen to me. He ends up in the corner at least three times a day. Each time he acts like he is being tortured. Oh and when we are in public and I make him hold my hand he says I am hurting him. He says this also when he is in the shopping cart and noone is even touching him. I don’t know what to do. I am sure eventually he will get over it. I am hoping.

-When Lucy is crying and I am sitting taking a minute for myself I don’t want to get up.

-I need some time to not think about anyone, but myself.

-I am tired. I am overwhelmed. I am feeling a huge range of emotions.

-I also feel like my life is wonderful. I really don’t understand myself sometimes.

-Thank goodness tomorrow will be different, hopefully in a good way.