Today I got to work at 1:40 pm. My Saturday schedule is 2-7 pm. My work decided that they would change my schedule without letting me know. They scheduled me in at 1 pm. This meant that I was 40 minutes late. Boy was I upset. My work told me that they would let me know if they changed my schedule. They did not let me know. They tried to say that it was my fault. Yes, I am responsible to be to work on time, but when that time has been changed and no one bothered to tell the blind massage therapist. Who can not see the schedule very well. I would say that makes me a bit frustrated. I would like to see, but I can’t. At least not very well. So, now I have to ask booking each day what I work the following day. Booking is a busy room and I don’t like going there. Some people make me feel like a big inconvenience. So, I will ask them every day and if they have a problem with it they will just have to deal with it. It just stinks because this makes me take another step more than everyone else. I am always having to go around the long way for everything. I don’t get a break. I am tired of this blind crap. Being blind isn’t so bad if I did not have to deal with other people’s ideas about what I must be.
I am either a super woman or a poor little thing who can’t possibly take care of myself. I am a super woman, but not because I am blind. I am because I do my best at life. Yes and on some days I may need help but who doesn’t. People also think that my husband is the greatest man on earth because he sacrificed himself to be with me. Good grief! I take care of my husband, like most husbands he needs help with almost everything. Not that he doesn’t help me, but I am just ranting here so don’t mind me. Cullen has been very helpful lately and I love him. I am happy with him. I am not complaining about him. I am just explaining what frustrates me about some people.
I think I should just stop ranting now, before I make everyone think I am bitter because I am blind. On a positive note I don’t have to look at these frustrating people (sorry blind humor).
Now I am going to read some blogs and read some of my book to clear my head of this mess.